Sometimes life is like a maze or a brain teaser. You seem like you're going in the wrong direction, that this can't possibly be the right way and everything seems like it's going to fail. But suddenly you round a corner and everything falls into place.
That's what happened to me.
This situation, the one that's seemed so desolate, has completely turned around. Doors are opened before my eyes and I know God's hand is in this situation. What I once assumed, and took for granted as the impossible, now is tangible, right in front of my eyes.
Tonight I leave the past behind and tomorrow, I will stand in the threshold, with my heart in my hands.
Maybe he'll feel the same way, maybe he won't.
But my heart says he will, and this time I will listen to it. So many times, I have failed simply because I have let my head take control and frankly, I'm sick of it.
I can't fail this time; I just can't. He is the one I have been dreaming of for months, the one guy who has taken me for who I am, not how I look. He makes me laugh, and never at anyone's expense.
"It's so easy, when you know the rules
It's so easy, all you have to do is fall in love...
This is your life, don't play hard to get
It's a free world, all you have to do is fall in love
play the game, everybody play the game of love"
-Queen "Play the Game"
I'm not letting it get away this time.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
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